I am Feeling so ashamed...?

Aw, I'm doing the same! We're building a house, and we live with my parents. It can be rough, and we do argue. But I drew a picture of what the house will look like...and that usually helps us decide on the little stuff. Like who cares what kind of flooring we have? We're going to have a HOUSE! Our OWN HOUSE!You've just got to get excited about what you're doing again. It can be so easy to get bogged down in the details. When building a house there are so many things to do, that if you can't decide, skip and do something else. By the time you get around to whatever it is again, one of you won't even care anymore. I argue with my parents, even if my husband is there. Sometimes I feel ashamed, but yes, he always loves me. My husband didn't even cry when our kid was born, and I was bawling.